Friday, May 18, 2012

A new day

Ah I was able to resolve the feelings of intense hopelessness that I had yesterday. I used gratitude and love to restore a sense of well-being. I was blessed with a helping hand yesterday.

The faster I accept my life circumstances and become more aware of myself,  the more authentic my relationships will be. There is much happiness to be found in authenticity. I am still peeling the layers of inauthentic ways of being that are mostly driven by fears. Fear and Anxiety clouds your worldview, it clouds mine, and when I cannot control it I see the negativity it brings me almost immediately.

Consciously changing the way I want to be - and wanting to better myself has made me more mindful of what comes out of my mouth. Speech, disposition, and temperament can be changed if one applies their mind to it. I am surprised how much crap comes out of my mouth, and how flippantly I say things to people. My flippant speech was another Taking time to observe oneself and apply restraint is truly required in order to be happy.

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